God, I wish much less dependent on her ... stop being so dependent for a moment, I need to write and express the feeling of helplessness that dwells within me one more night ...
Every day I think more people need me less in your life, that grow and become self dependent on me.
only do what I think, carried out from my desire technicality "Okay, how to explain clearly enough to say something like" If I miss, what happens? "It will be something like two days plan "Host Mike is gone ..." and little else? Although it happens at all, that is what bothers me ... Several lives spoil just because you do not think again in thought, that everyone has to watch as his life shatters. Never thought I would write it, amazing ... He has gone much farther than me in his student life and he won the ESO before me, is surrounded by people who have appreciation, I know nothing of their family life is why I speak of friendships around you.
annoys me that I can not see my girlfriend when I have to more than 700km and he can love someone and care equal to or better than me.
annoys me not realize what he does with his life by losing the bottle and drugs.
It annoys me that he did not stop to think what it does and simply act without more, then think "Beam and you think first and then we'll do the right thing? I know I contradict myself, but one thing is do what you feel from the feelings towards a person who does not realize that through your actions injure to others, even if they do not want to see or recognize injure those around you ... and not your cigarette smoke but because you are someone important in their lives.
Do you know now would I? Now would be more independent because I can not be waiting for her to send me a message and sending it ends I do not know not to support it. The madness destroys strategies, and strategies taken not to destroy you calm yourself.
God ... if you tear the heart is equivalent to kiss her now I booted, I know but I will not live after I die happy.
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